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The guy I want to be with just recently went back to jail and I know it helps me to talk so that's what this page is made for.
I will start the posting with the first letter I am writing to him. Please don't feel that you have to post letters, you may post whatever you would like (and you don't have to be a member to post).
Well here's my letter:
This letter is going to suck, because I hate writing letters, but I am sure that will change over time. I’m not really sure what to write.
Will I be able to come see you? Have you talked to your girl? Also what does all this mean for us? Okay that’s the end of all my annoying female questions.
I wish I was in a better state the last time I saw you. I was worried that something was going to happen, so it freaked me out when you didn’t call the other night. I was also scared that you wouldn’t call me if something happened. The only good thing about the whole situation is that you will be getting out sooner.
I broke a lot of my personal rules by hanging out with you and I am glad I did. I promised myself when my ex went to jail that I would never be with anyone who had a chance of going to jail, but I really like you. I am really glad I met you. I feel comfortable around you, which is something that is really hard for me to say about anybody else in my life.
I am going to get an apartment with my friend Jennie, since I need a place to live and she has no problems with me talking to you. I am not sure what else I am going to be doing, but I know I’ll be in Orlando for a while. I love my job, and all my family is in the area. Also, I would like to see if anything could happen in between us.
This whole thing is kind of depressing. I want to be with you when things will work out, but it seems like everything in our lives is against it. I am not sure what’s going on with everything now. I still haven’t talked to Ryan and I am not sure I will. It’s all really confusing to me. I guess it doesn’t really matter right now anyways.
I am really going to miss being able to see you. Okay I guess that’s all I am going to write for this letter. I told you my letter writing skills are horrible.